Sunday 4 September 2011

a letter to my SAYANG

    


assalamualaikum sayang ,
apa khabar ? sehad ? baru berapa hari xjumpa , tapi hati dah rendu . rendu bukan sikit tao , rendu banyak banyak banyak banyak BANYAK SANGAT . nak bagitao sumthink . haritu time i teman u beli tiket , xsilap raya kedua kan ? yang i baru balik ziarah kubur arwah datuk dan nenek tu . act haritu i kena pegi beraya rumah sedara dengan keluarga . tapi i bagi alasan yang i kena pegi some place which is my friend's house . alasannya , ada open house . diorang percaya . i jahat kan , kan ? :') haritu dan hari sebelum tu hari paling bermakna dalam hidup i . kalau laa u tahu betapa bermakna raya tahun ni buat i . eventhough kita spend just a moment together , i tetap hepy . u rasa tak apa yang i rasa ? i hope so sayang . You sowed a seed of love in my heart, and for now it sprouted as a plant of happiness .


act , i xsangka y all thosethings happen in my life . engat raya pertama ? : 
*saya xsangka saya boley jumpa awak dalam keadaan macam tu
*saya xsangka awak cakap saya ****** (dalam hati time tu , sayang , you rabun ke ?)
*saya xsangka awak cakap awak sayang saya
*saya xsangka awak cakap saya cinta pandang pertama awak
*saya xsangka awak cakap awak rindu saya
*saya xsangka awak curi hati saya






Life is but a brief moment. The years go by quickly and old age arrives suddenly before we have an inkling. People desire so many things and waste their days in vain. Some yearn for gold, others for power, yet others for glory and a higher station. But when death's moment nears and they look back at their lives they've lived, they realise they've been happy only during those moments when they've loved ,and so do i . when it comes to love , it makes me realize that i cant seek for anything that could makes me happy unless with something called LOVE . 
Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish it's source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings. but it wont dies as long as i live , as long as u're there for me , as long as we have the same feeling .

sayang ,
kita tak tahu lagi masa depan kita macam mana . maybe faith has been written that u will be with another person in the future . maybe orang tu bukan i , maybe orang tu i , maybe orang tu orang di sekeliling u , maybe , maybe and maybe . a lot of maybe playing around my head right now . apa yang i mampu , i just berdoa pada yang ESA . i hope u will be mine . bukan untuk seketika , but for the entire time of my life . insyaAllah . 

and one more thing , maybe lambat lagi baru kita boley jumpa . u study , i study , balik pon jarang jarang . so , i hope , u will take good care of yourself dekat perantauan ya sayang . remember all my words . lagi satu , makan banyak banyak banyak banyak sikit ! theeeeee ~ 
sayang , whoever u are , wherever u be , whenever u need me , i'll be there . always , always for u sayang . 

ikhlas dari hati yang kecil tapi besar dengan kasih sayang :
nur nadiah bt hasbi .